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[09 Dec 2009|08:19pm] Matampuhin akong bata.. That's just how I am. I can't seem to get over or let go of some things. I'm sorry about that. I still am just a kid. But I'm working on it. I'm trying to grow up. On a lighter note, I got kuya and Angeline's care package. It's full of hiong piah. haha, Malaysian hopia is love. post comment

[08 Dec 2009|06:58pm] I love you Sgt. Kero!!!!! post comment

[07 Dec 2009|07:38pm] Ohhh, boredom.. haha, That's what I did to kill time last night. I was drawing paisleys for an hour in my notebook. Oh yeah, I bought a new notebook and it's so cool. A moleskine-wanna-be. haha. But I think it's the most expensive notebook that I've ever bought for my doodles. And now, I'm gonna draw some more paisleys in my notebook to kill time... again. It's the 7th.. Two months in my contract. And a month away for our 2nd year.=D 4 comments|post comment

[05 Dec 2009|02:28pm] I wanna watch it! haha, guess who's my fave? post comment

[05 Dec 2009|11:59am] I had a great time last night. It's been so long since I've been with friends or even out, in a mall, without worrying about the time. Seriously, the only part of the mall that I usually step foot on is the parking lot when my sister picks me up from work. And that's not exactly picking me up from work 'cause I go to her. Anyway, at least I got out of work with the sun still in the sky. Thank you everyone! Now, it's a Saturday. Back to work.. And the section wars begin [continue(?)]! It's a long story... haha. You have to ask me in person. haha. post comment

[04 Dec 2009|03:22pm] I was told to write this last Wednesday. That was the day, for the first time in my job, I enjoyed working. Not only did I get to talk to people who've really made a mark in my mind but I also got involved on the election fever. I enjoyed watching the halalan forum on the television held in UST. The only thing I regret about not being a registered voter is that I won't get to vote for Gibo. He's my favorite among the presidential candidates. I really hope he wins. Aside from that, there's nothing else that has come to mind. I wasn't so much excited about the things that Gang said, although I did enjoyed everything she said. I didn't love my job because of her points in the interview. A different point reached me while listening to her. It wasn't all about being involved and nationalistic, not of what she said but on how she said it. She was so excited on talking to us, on imparting her objectives. I wish I can have that enthusiasm, that excitment everyday. I love my job not because, well not mainly, of the perks and freebies that I can get but because I could meet people like her. I hope her attitude about things that matter rub off on me. I want to meet more people like her, make me realize if I am or am not in love with what I do. post comment

[02 Dec 2009|08:07pm] What a day! and it's not over yet. It started on my way to work, I totally blurted out "I like your shirt!" to a random guy. But I got over it. And then i arrived at work, with people surrounding and blocking my way. And exactly 2 minutes on my seat. My boss called and made me cover part of the event. He should've made me come early so I got to watch and listen to everything. Anyway, it was fun though. I got to talk to some people. And my boss introduced me to Atom Araullo. It was actually funny. But I didn't hang out with him. I had a lot of things to do. I'm on my way to another coverage, so here are photos from the afternoon. [edit] Back from the interview, and I really had a good time talking and listening to RockEd's Gang Badoy. As of today, I love my job. 1 comment|post comment

[01 Dec 2009|07:27pm] I used to.. I was reminded yesterday of how it felt to stay at home all day. I miss doing nothin post comment

[01 Dec 2009|07:12pm] Meet my friend, Edward .( here ) Happy days are over, awkward nights are back. Boss is home.. Please tell me something that I need to know. I thought I was fine but I can never be too sure. I just need reassurance. I just need to know what I need to know. Is there something that I should know? Ignorance is bliss.. to those who don't know that there's something to know. It's just frustrating to those who know that there's something and yet, don't know what it is. Let's just stay, I want to lie in bed all day.. 1 comment|post comment

I miss college [29 Nov 2009|06:25pm] so very much! 3 comments|post comment

[29 Nov 2009|03:34pm] It's only a Sunday, only four days away from another Thursday. Good news is, I don't have to work tomorrow. Bad news is, I missed out on the family reunion today. Oh well, until next year. I hope my cute nephews still remember me.. I've been having headaches and hurting eyes all week. I hope it's not something serious. My mom says it's stress pains.. I say, it's work. My back has been sore for days now, everyone says it's the chair. My hands hurt from all the paper cuts and all my joints have bruises and scratches all over from bumping around all sorts of furniture. See, it's work. I blame my job for everything. haha. On a serious note, I've realized that I've been a bit indecisive about things lately.. I can't seem to know what to do. I find it hard to choose between my personal life and work. They both weigh so much to me. Please let this be just a phase. I want to be back again.. Thursday's the only day that I feel good. Why don't we go, somewhere only we know post comment

[27 Nov 2009|08:07pm] Thursday, oh my Thursday.. 'Til we have our Thursday again. There's always a lovely new memory.. Napping in your arms was the best I've ever had. post comment

cross off things you've done in your life. [25 Nov 2009|08:49pm] ( another list ) Wala lang, hehe. Nakita ko lang sa net. post comment

[25 Nov 2009|06:40pm] Though I'm not really a journalist but it breaks my heart to see all of what's happening in and on the media. post comment

[25 Nov 2009|02:43am] I've been having a hard time sleeping lately. This is not a good thing 'cause it gets harder and harder to wake up every morning. Tanghali na nga pasok ko, nahihirapan pa kong gumising.. I miss my college days. I can't remember how I managed to stay up late and wake up early for class back then. I got home at about past two last night[or should I say morning?]. But thanks to a little something, I got to go to sleep right away. And then morning came. It kinda sucked to get out of bed when you just want to sleep all day. I got up at about 10:30 and went to work a little past eleven. At least I wasn't late. I got to sleep a little at work too, so I guess that was fine. We did managed to finish early today. If only we could go once we're done.. I was still a bit off at work 'cause of the headaches and nausea. I really think it's an eye problem 'cause my right eye really hurts when I wear my glasses for a long time. The feeling makes me want to vomit. I worked without glasses for the rest of the afternoon which made me work a little slower than usual. Oh, everything just feels like they're taking forever and just a second to end all at the same time. Maybe it's just me.. Days seem to go so fast but the week takes so long to end. I want it to be Thursday. 'Cause on Thursdays.. I could just live on Thursdays forever. post comment

[24 Nov 2009|08:38pm] "There's good news here.." But to Bong Reblando's family, mb delivered otherwise. I've never personally known him but I upload his articles everyday. My article got to be placed next to his last article. I've never really known him but I felt sad when I heard of what happened to him. I feel sad for his family. I just feel sad about what happened. Here's a write up for him, written by a fellow journalist. 'My Brother Bong Reblando" post comment

[24 Nov 2009|01:14pm] "HAHAHA~" That's all I can say for the things that happened last night and the things that I found out this morning. That's not a satirical-haha but more of a feel-good-haha. That's all for now. For the record, I will not admit, in any occasion, if I were drunk or stoned 'cause I never were.. in my head If ever you think you're not the one I'll remind you --- If Ever, D. Grohl post comment

[23 Nov 2009|01:34am] I know, I'm acting like a kid getting all excited about this. But I really am excited. I've only had a hand full of good news from work lately and this one is the best. I've complained a lot about work but its' timing is, I'd like t think, always perfect. It always seemed like whenever I'm thinking of leaving, work finds a way to make me stay. There had been countless times that I've thought of resigning from my job but I'm still there. The first time that I've actually came to the verge of leaving was the day I saw my write up on the classifieds. I stayed. This afternoon, I updated my resume so I could let it float around again. I really wanted to quit. I was planning on giving my resignation letter this Monday. I wanted to leave before my boss could come back from his wedding leave. BUT... He called this evening, the call that we've always dreaded on Sundays. I just couldn't understand why he would still be on call for work, it's his honeymoon. If I were him, I'd cut all communication for those 5 days of 'bliss'. But still, he called. And he made me write an emergency article. I was flooded with text messages and calls from my boss about the article, which I've written in about 30 minutes. I had to search for reference materials 'cause I had no idea about the things happening on the news, seriously. Add to that, a stupid phone call we received from a reader trying to find an article. Who wouldn't be pissed off with this line, "hawak ko po ung dyaryo ngayon, pwede mo bang sabihin sa akin kung anong page ung article ni Dee?" She said it herself, she's holding the paper. I, on the other hand, was away from my table and had no paper at hand. Who wouldn't be pissed at that? I was done with the article and trying to cope with problems about the site. And then, I texted my boss saying that I've given the article to the editorial desk. He replyed with an "arayt congrats." Well, I had thoughts that it might be published on the paper but I was surprised when I opened the city edition of the jump page file, part of my article was there, which means that my article made frontpage. I know, it may not be a big deal to others but it's a big deal to me. Out of everyone of us on the online team, as far as I've known, that was the first news article that made it to the paper and much more, to the frontpage. I got all excited and teared up a bit. I was really proud of myself. And I wanted people who I care about to be proud of me, to be worth something. I was really happy that my friends are proud of me. Thank you. 2 comments|post comment

[22 Nov 2009|07:22pm] I think I just wrote something that could be published in both mb and Tempo as main news. But stupid girl, I forgot to put my byline.. 1 comment|post comment

[22 Nov 2009|03:58pm] I think I've gone in too deep. I should've walked away when I still had the heart to leave everything behind. It felt so easy saying it but thinking about actually doing it seems so difficult. I have tendencies of acting on impulse, I don't want to make the mistake of throwing away something that can be good for me eventually. I complain a lot, I know that, and sometimes it gets in the way of seeing the big picture. But I hope I don't make a huge mistake. I can't seem to think straight about this. My thoughts get clouded by trivial things. I need to take out the legal pad for the pros and cons. Maybe I need a day or two to think to myself. When those days would be, I don't know.. I'm not a big fan of change[haven't I stressed that enough yet?], but this change might affect everything. And it scares me to make it. post comment

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